Panic Attack / Agoraphobia Diary: Thusday, 8th of May, 2003

My beloved grandmother died last night. Today was the funeral. I am feeling very lost today. I don’t know what to do. I am afraid to stop in front of the TV or somewhere and realized how lonely I am. I am glad I have my husband and my dogs. Years ago before I even met Andy my grandmother was everything I had in this world apart from my friends, but she was my only family, like my mother. She protected me, she loved me and she was always there for me, even when she didn’t agree with my decisions, she always respected me and loved me. Oh grandma, I am going to miss you so much. I can’t believe you are really gone.

Please, when you get to the spiritual world, come to say hello.
I love you grandma and I will never forget you.

That’s me very suntan and my beloved grandmother.

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