Panic Attack / Agoraphobia Diary: 16th January 2004

I haven’t written anything in my diary for quite some time now. My life is being very busy. Finally we moved out of my house next to my parents. It was very stressful. We had a few incidents with my family that did not help me at all getting over the amount of anxiety I am under. The thing is I am very nervous about taking trankimazin because I don’t like the effect and I am not getting very relaxed at all.

I am although very proud to say that I have being in England visiting my husband’s family over the Christmas holidays. I thought I was going to have a panic attack that it would last me for two weeks, but the fact is that in the plane I started talking to my husband and thinking of all the lovely Christmas shopping I was going to do over there that time went very quickly and with the help of a trankimazin we got there with no even one panic attack. I must admit I was feeling insecure all the time in England, worrying that anytime panic attacks and anxiety were going to come, but it didn’t happen. In fact I relaxed a lot. In England I bought series nine and ten of Friends, my favorite series of all times. Nothing helps me relax and be positive more that a few laughs with any chapter of Friends. In one of the chapters, Monica was upset with Chandler because he had been playing with her ovulation tests. That gave me an idea. So, when we came back to Tenerife I bought some ovulation tests. It has being almost year now since we started trying for a baby and nothing so far.

This morning the ovulation test was positive so I am hopping that maybe we can make a baby tonight when we finish work.

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